Tuesday, November 14, 2006
12:20 AM

a challenging NOV

it was that conviction that faith that strengthened me.

words can indeed get fiery and so intense that it becomes combative.
bitterness resentment found its place almost immediately.
in a fit of anger,
any words that proceed from the mouth sounds disgusting and awfully ridiculous. UGLY!

BUt
"out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks."

BUt it' s in the fit of anger.

i can;t quite figure it out.

Yet in my heart, i know ...
i will forgive.

seriously, i still can't quite comprehend why did it happen?
why a few days b4 my exams?
why a few Days B4 A&B?
why at such a time?
why?WHY?why?

YOu mean there's not enough of things on my PLate. I asked.
WORK!
SChool - exams! Finances burden. serving in His kingdom- God leads me to my calling
Anticipating about the future - what's next ? FAmily - the yet unresolved presecution frm HOme.
It's so much better for me now. Hallelujah! PTL. BUt it's starting all over again for my sis.
MY poor Left Leg - "I'm a AH ma now" ........

what's happening!!
God Help me!

In that abyss of despair, i prayed.
God help me!
I dialled God's Hotline :
"Call to me and I'll answer you."

there will surely come one day where you will find urself in a situation where
Your parents can;t be there to protect and shield you from the ugliness n realities of this world
your friends can't be there for you
you are left all alone to stand up for yourself

Am i alone?
I'm Not!

God is omnipresent.
I believe.
His spirit dwells with me.
"I know him, for he dwells with me and will be in me."

Father, you are always here with me
you never let me walk through the raging waters without first calming it.
i shall not be scorched nor be burned by the flames when i walk through Fire.
I'm yours.
You have redeemed me. And called me by my name.
I'm YOurs.
revised and edited by me

i thank God for the friends that he has placed in my life
especially Chicken who is always there for me.
thanx so much for all ya prayers and advices.
I thank God i found you.

I may not know why n why n why n why n why n why n why
n Still WHYWHY.......... WHy Ah...
the ocuurences of such event took pplace.

But i do know and believe that
" All things work together good for those who love GOD."

what that matters most is that I kNow
I love God. n HE loves me.
hewill never leave nor forake me

"Jesus LOver Of my soul....
Though my world may fall
I will Never let you GO."

I love you.

god loves ya

Monday, November 06, 2006
10:54 PM

I''m on my way home
back to a place where love never fails
a place where i can find you
to tell you all my secrets
your love falls

I'm going back to the start
going to the place where i first found you
a place to be whole again
your love falls

your love falls
your love reigns in my heart

A soft touch of your love
Touch me Lord forever
Tears stream down as i pray
holding onto your promise, your promise

I love you.

god loves ya

10:43 PM

Running the race that has already been won.

Dare to run

"The road ahead is narrow
The way is sometimes steep
And only the commited claim the prize

BUt standing at the finish
with arms ourstretched to greet us
Is one who had ENDURED the race
and paid the final prize

Dare to run
With our eyes fixed on JEsus
Following the footsteps
Of the one who's gone B4 us

Dare to run
with power Of HIs spirit
Called to be Victors of the Race Already WON
DARE TO RUN."

god loves ya